900 miles and it's slipping away,
The memories, one of a kind.
You sit on the phone and have nothing to say,
I feel like I'm losing my mind.

There were so many dreams that we've shared,
Will we ever be the same again?
No one and nothing has ever compared,
I can't live with just being friends.

You're perfect for me in so many ways,
You have entered my heart and won't go.
I'll sit and wait, and count down the days,
'Till the love that we shared you once again show.

You said,
"Together Forever,
Never Apart.
Maybe in Distance,
But Never at Heart."

So why am I left to cry, and you don't even ask why?

Well I figured I would start a blog because there are alot of things in my life that are going on. And while when you talk to alot of people who are there for you sometimes you just don't feel better till its on paper.. or in a blog. It's kinda my way to vent and just get things off my chest.

I am a 26yr old female a mother of two beautiful girls. I had a bf for almost 3 yrs. But once he went to boot camp I found he was trying to get another girl preg and cheating on me the whole time. Ahh the life of me. I really should have known better he treats woman like crap and he will get it back.