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Meaning (1) of music education
Music develop to intelligence beneficial, music education to follow the fashion, " she give me art formal autognosis, she needs diligently, patient and spirit devoted, all these are extremely important under the environment of any " .
--Application material that high Qian gives to Harvard University
To we that generation, the piano is too high to reach. I who loved the music while as a child, had never thought of having a piano even in the dream. Chinese parents, could not get, especially want to try to arrive for children, place hoping on child by oneself, can be regarded as to a little soul consolation of oneself too. I am an ordinary person, can't exempt vulgarly naturally.
U.S.A. is just four or five months that the daughter will come, I am too impatient to buy the piano for her, invite the teacher, began the piano lessons of twice of every week from then on, had also bought the sensitive advanced electronic synthesizer of a keyboard efforts, do not influence the neighbour in order to practise the musical instrument in the evening. Will come down in a few years, she can already play the sonata, in this university with thousands of Chinese foreign students, her piano solo has even become the repertoire of Spring Festival Party every year, make her become the widely known celebrity in Chinese enclosed, make her very self-confident too.
If there is an opportunity " Cut a smart figure " ,Study the musical instrument and certainly takes the initiative very much, thoroughly needless we worry about.
In autumn of 1991, the daughter was in grade five, have an elective course: Symphony. Hand in junior middle school
Become the president of symphony orchestra at 17 years old, this troup includes three string music symphony orchestras and a orchestral music symphony orchestra
The symphony orchestra performs in the splendid music hall junior middle school in the area
The content of the loud happy lesson, the ones that were taught are the violin, viola, cello and double bass. Go to the world of the symphony to exert an uplifting influence on pretty well. She wants to select the violin. I have studied the musical instrument by oneself, it is known that the violin is not played as if the spirit shout even more unpleasant. I think, it is good too to let her study, know that there is a difficult matter in the world, so as to not make extremely frivolously very much. I went to the countryside that year, had bought a copy of " red detachment of women" score to take and ponder, knew very well how different the symphony and general pop were, this has not appreciated the person of the symphony is difficult to realize.
It is studied that the violin is so difficult, what can she get from it? |
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08:43 - 2 July 2009 |
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Please decide |
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Please decide
It is rigid not to have any part in this system of mine. Only its purpose is to help you to remove one's own inside or external limitation, but not the one that damaged you is free and individual at all.
The use of time is a very private, very individualized thing, so you must decide how to use the method which I put forward in this book by oneself. I advise you to compare my method with your own actual conditions. While reading this book, you can carry on the assessment to one's own strong point and weak spot. Consider one's own time question, then fix having priority for oneself
Order, solve the problem that you face one by one. Don't fear to do marks on the book, advise you to take a pen, can read on one side in this way, write down one's own impressions. You can tick key sentence those, can in make some brief notes at book pale too, or you can also write down those most important page numbers for you in the title page of the book, with the convenient reference in the future.
Worth reminding what you paid attention to, different skills are suitable for different crowds, the skill to that some people are very useful may be of no use to other people. So during the process of reading, you can be elected those skills relatively suitable for oneself, help yourself to live the life met more comfortably and further with them.
Your working content is unimportant, no matter you need to work, deal with family's affairs, should finish the homework that a teacher assigned, I can teach you how to finish one's own work more effectively. I will help you to learn to distinguish those important and not important activities. Believe me: You can finish those important activities, even if you do not like them, or it is too difficult to feel them.
Are you tired of the life without an achievement? I will teach you how to stop being dilatory, will begin to take action immediately.
You hope to gather further, dispel the factor of interfering with, persevere further? I can tell you how to accomplish these. Do you hope to associate with the person around more effectively? I will tell you how to accomplish this.
Book this offer a lot of prove practice the effective skill already, they can help you to work at the pressure better, teach you how to finish a plan intactly and accurately and in time.
If you are willing, this book can also help you to learn to make money better. Utilize time to make you create greater value as one's own boss better, if you oneself even if boss, skill of book this can help you whether own enterprise win more profits.
The most important one is, how clevererly will this book teach you (instead of being more diligent) Work,will find finally you begin it stay with family or friend for more time by oneself, it it or has to be more the times go finish you in the past because of " Not free " And the dream that has been postponing all the time. You will feel oneself has already been no longer limited by in the external factor. You will begin to learn to control these factors gradually, will make it can accord with the goal in your individual character, your life further, or you, to future planning.
Some are contradictory each other that this perhaps will sound, but I believe, after finishing reading this book, you will realize, once learn to control one's own time and life, you can obtain greater freedom from life.
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09:08 - 29 March 2009 |
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01:03 - 2 February 2009 |
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The ones that are drawing |
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The ones that are drawing are stingy, " kindness. " The intonation is dull.
"Will leave hospital tomorrow. " My cool way, " when will you go back to China? "
"The aunt who fits Jie has come to France too, right? " The Xi time of the mat stretches out one's hand the soft hair that will hang down before my eyes colludes behind the ear.
The dialogue between he and me is always some one's words do not convey the real meaning, hedge, cross for a good while I nod just now, "the aunt, came yesterday. " Have not asked why he can know this, a lot of things, have seemed to already become the law, he will not say, I will never ask too.
"If is Ann Jie's aunt, then, I should see that in one side. " The corner of the mouth floats and wipes smiling lightly, the eyes are calm and deep.
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Mat Xi time light to sigh, " speak with me, need, consider, say each time? " Graceful figer tip slippery my left cheek.
What I am unusually surged ice-coldly by that one that means is slightly quiver, the subconscious one returns one step small.
This is in this in the twinkling of an eye, and bitterness that I see clearly he flashes in the dim pupil light a silk is strange.
It was the cold slow voice known well in the past that he opened one's mouth unexpectedly again through several seconds, " I knew. "
The chest is baffled and a little stuffy, " you asked me to come early at yesterday " I want, say what come, break those layer oppressive, I do not like the unknown only at this moment.
"Enough indifference, the enough too one is soft-hearted, why now but I did not like this one of yours suddenly soft-hearted. " Corner of the mouth wipe, laugh at oneself, look unusually depressed also, " fit Jie, you are just the same as before - -In fact except not hating, to me, does not nothing have the Xi time of the mat? "
I am looking at him, does not answer, in fact I do not know either how this words should be connected.
Mat Xi time cool dish later for a good while, " the day after tomorrow, then I the day after tomorrow too. "
This words of his wonder why unexpectedly makes me a little getting angry, shake off the hands open him, "I have left. "
"An Jie! " Slender effective arm embrace me behind suddenly, low low laugh hesitate and appear, "we have quarrelled, right? "
I am seized with terror! It is his movements, it is that one in his even more - -" quarrel " ,Quarrel, does not rant and rave.
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11:39 - 4 January 2009 |
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Night is very deep |
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Think of grandmother and mother, it seems so cold. Even the snow flake coming down, seem to be hot. Is that right? Otherwise why face to fall me on hand, melt right away at once?
Night is very deep, the street lamp went out neatly. Light at a distance is fewer and fewer too, still faintly visible until only having pale snowfield left. Where is the happy lover of that pair of bottom? When did they leave? Have come into that Internet cafe going? Will certainly, field rolls of skin invite I once still, meet before the Internet cafe!
It is totally dark. The wind has stopped. The world quiets down.
Only have me left.
Only have me left.
I towards look on four sides, watch nothing hard. Close the eyes.
It is so cold
When the great bell sound in Bell and Drum Tower beats melodiously, I begin to recite a leather poem with a smile - -"Think sadly beautiful what the arrogance of the kite thinks deciduously thinks of thinking quiet and tastefully laid outly the cloud is elegant of the feather "
The paradise is guilty ' 43)
Car come car,car come car
Do you see angels hovering finally
The moon is very high, night is very long
Brushing the direction of destiny in the air
Dear child, what is lucky
The car will come the car has brilliant rays of spirit inwards
Zhang Huan - -At paradise it is car about car
I do not know him.
It is very dark, I open eyes wide straining, can not see his face clearly, only hear him call out me shouting oneself hoarse.
He does not injure it lightly, the scarlet blood ticktack ticktack falls on me ceaselessly.
Suffer from one's own action! Hen, careless fellow, ride the motor for the first time? See whether dare still drive so fast next time?
I am not in conformity with him.
Let he himself call. He dances for joy, the appearance that so anxious as to cry out soon is really interesting.
Oh, the down coat which others bought newly, let him make dirty completely. Who is washed, will I do it by myself again? Toot toot, the life
Very bitter!
Let it be, do not argue with him. The ambulance has come, let's get on the bus.
I will not really cry! Mother says, daughter, you have grown up, reach the age of 18, it is the adult, strong,
There can't be anything any more and snivel!
He faints once getting on the bus. Maybe are it too many to lose blood.
Insist on, it is the hospital.
Insistance is a victory!
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12:05 - 2 January 2009 |
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he is tired of her |
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He is anxious to rush to go back. He thinks, after all of her discontent are vented on, he wants to tell her, he wants to marry her, marrying her at once, they should not extend extending endlessly like this. Get married, Yes, what a happy word this is! He going to marry, and she, the a lonely one, easy to injure, make woman that him love deeply get married really.
Their disagreement does not influence this of his at all to have to the firmest decision now from the beginning.
But in a moment, he feel foot the next burst of cramp suddenly in whom him turn, the steering wheel seems unable to control without working equally either, he brakes in a hurry, rotates the steering wheel Being at the moment wicked, he remember on dull to phone him what those that say before leaving suddenly, she says: River Beichuan, your very hopeless feeling, this people in the world are all merciless to me, you too, I think you hope of me, it seems to be obviously now, who 's hope is everyone actually, I have already understood. But you will all regret. His last thinking is, bright and beautiful, who can tell you that I have met with a traffic accident, will you been waiting for me all the time?
Let to be too bright and beautiful to wait until coming back in river Beichuan all the time. Then she trembles with fear to and can't fall asleep at night, she stands up to see forms repeatedly, but, walk mercilessly in ticktack of the clock and watch, he has not come back. She is calculating the unit that phoned him the next day. Hit at dawn. She is anxious and fearful and anxious and fearful and flurried. Putting off till daybreak, she phones, nobody answers the telephone, she hits the telephone exchange again, she says, I want to look for river Beichuan. The telephone exchange says, let me switch you over. Does she say, may he be on other extensions? Central say, it can't be, have a phone on each desk of we Company. Hit once every half an hour, by noon, nobody connected, later on connected the line by mistake once, type, arrive other line of colleague, the man say river Beichuan does not come on to go to work this morning, you are everyone, I let him send a telegram to you after waiting for him to come. Let to be bright and beautiful to say desperately, it is unnecessary. She has not found him again. She is downhearted, she even thinks, he is tired of her, so will refuse to see her.
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12:01 - 18 December 2008 |
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she has actually never minded |
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She wants to phone him, the ones that repent her to him are wrong, she wants to tell him her regret and care for; She has been already unable to leave him and live alone that she has wanted to tell him, they have been destined once meeting to be closely bound up; She wants to tell him, she actually only envies, she has actually never minded his past, and his chance to all of her's neglecting because the work has been busy; She also wants to tell him, she hopes he can buy back a big bunch of lily, seriously proposes to her, she wants to wear the pure white wedding gauze kerchief and marry he, the firework household from then on happily. She wish, ask what angel of novel does it do, she want, reduce for most simple woman, old age of going forward hand in hand with the man who loves her. She move one's own idea to the utmost, she has even decided she has wanted to return the house, she can even live together with his parents, she will look for a simple job, then stop writing, some fragmentary subjects of newspaper in free time, for example cooks national standard. In any case, she wants and him, live forever.
It let it expect have strengthen like this at she but bright thought after, she has not seen river Beichuan again.
Will it be April 5 2006, river after receiving and making the bright and beautiful telephone rapidly answer, catch up with Beichuan, he is meeting a customer in Tianjin at that time. In the telephone to receive her, he even customer leave alone, at once answer, catch up with. Let to say bright and beautifully, she will have an essential decision. His heart is flurried to reach the limit. Their relation, during these months, have already twisted to the intensity that can't be turned back, he has seemed preparative for a long time, she will leave at any time. He is flurried and nervous like that, he does not deceive oneself, he really loves her, minds her, he even thinks of the scene that they may part, so sad that control oneself.
In any case, he is sure to persuade her, she is just a wilful child. Should blame oneself in all of her broken mood, always because himself is badly cooked, she will be sad. How can he suspect her sincerity and kind-heartedness, she is really a too simple child, he is unable not to love her.
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12:01 - 18 December 2008 |
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I understood everything |
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I lie in people's tent in Qidan after waking up, I do not know which place this is on earth from, the unusual man of a attire says to me, please go to see our king with me.
That is the most lofty ruler, because can not reveal the unnecessary emotion in eyes, someone's majesty of only frightening the residence.
I pay homage to it his foot, I say a king, thank you for your kindness of helps.
He has not said other things, has just known I am from the Bohai Sea after country except caring about my health, host a banquet for me, good wine, dancing girl is on friendly terms, good colt. He vouchsafes all of me, does he ask what I need?
Wang say so long as you help me to break through the country of the Bohai Sea, all these including Jian Jia will belong to you again naturally, you needn't answer now, I consider in three days for you.
I kneel under the king's foot, I am unnecessary to talk to consider, I want nothing except Jian Jia, I would like to do everything for her.
I hear the laugh that Wang Shi cherished reverberating in this imperial palace, countless subjects kneel on the ground like me, kowtow piously, wish the king's great cause of reunification to finish as soon as possible. They, for life, for the wealth, for the land, and I am only for a woman that love deeply.
What I want to make is to enter the palace of spring of dragon in the capacity of musician, report every gesture in the palace every day.
I am design of the palace of spring of frightened dragon, cover all blue sky on the top of the head, only an up right and foursquare space can let oneself feel that it is here instantly to still live.
See that man is at the Mid-autumn Festival full-moon night, I sit on the ice-cold step for the first time, pour out the feeling of my miss to parents with Xun. The moonlight in the night flows powerfully like Mount Huang cataract, it was overshadowed once, once brilliant and bright, pure original sin once, night unknown little little trick with exceedingly sentimental to hear clear lover's prattle very once, all come out undisguisedly. Turn overshadowedly into a flower and hold moonlight, is used for describing the imperial crown on the top of emperor's head bright and brilliantly, crime is not but crime but the ruin like the floating smoke and passing clouds, those unknown little little tricks, all ambiguous lover's prattle is enlarged. In fact when the figer tip was touched, he only wants to cancel your little finger, those moaned the syllable not clear all one's life originally, I that can not only say love you.
I see him coming up to me from behind the bamboo, is in fact only projection, extending constantly, extend, extend again, until appearing before my eyes completely, I did not look up to see the appearance of inviting him, does he say, who you are, why blow Xun here?
His eyes are so melancholy, have gloss of the sapphire, the stature is not big and tall, but frighten a kind of majesty from head to foot all over.
I say I am a new musician, responsible for blowing Xun, I let the silk floss be rough.
He takes out coming from the back desolately, place on the mouth, the melodious melody spreads like that jar of befuddled fragrance, if mercury make everything uncanny, crime, ugly, dark parcel, only inverted image produces the human nature undisguisedly, it is the fragility like this.
He says the silk floss is rough, I let Yin be red, please remember my name.
I will meet with him by chance in the same place every day for the future, we say nothing, just play alone, one listens silently, one-to-one once of picture is poured out. Our task is to unload the mask and begin this potential pouring out between us with the truest state.
At last one day, he did not bring to come desolately, he says the silk floss was rough, let us say the words for a moment quietly, OK?
We get on roof, Yin red to say this safe place most, there is not imperial bodyguard that can bother us. The moonlight has broken away from the constraint of the wall, I experience vividly this stretch of skies stars glimmer, brilliant and bright.
Yin tells me the woman who he loves redly deeply, she is not sociable, will only look up at the sky, the loneliness that the posture means to come out, it is still unwilling to give up to look up at and hold the tears the eyes. She will also embroider the exquisite needlework, embroider a kind of pattern that has never been seen, two flying birds are in the dreary the firmament, leave catching up with it of plundering, it is unable to near forever.
Do you love her?
Sad that he skims over a silk in the eyes while nodding, he says I am unable to blindly date with her skin, because her health belongs to other men.
I no longer speak, just lie with Yin redly side by side, I remember Jian Jia, I lived with her under the same block of eaves at last, though never met, but still experience her existence, the flower of sweet taste of the dew on her her belly vividly, it is under I body in she take the bitter with the sweet,the allth,like tentacle but and.
The next day, the palace of spring of dragon was pregnant in order to celebrate the imperial concubine and held the grand celebration, in Jian Jia that I above it is aspired to see, she sits in the imperial concubine's position, and hers is that Yin is red at one's side.
I understood everything at last.
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